idontknow

Please my dear,  let's sit and listen  to what could be      what could have been. If only we were drunk with time. Then thy ghost could hear  and know my lust for promises,  yet haunt my heart and wonder why          my lips whisper promises. For silence stopped keeping promises        and secrets can never promise enough   enough for us to be,  what could never be.

shh they're asleep, it's our time to weep with a familiar stare that's never been so deep and i keep my own afairs, aware of the complexity there was something hidden there that may have infected me with a simple smile, we just wait a while and waiting some more like an Eve awaiting child but there lies the door, before my beating heart from eyes my tears tore with a tumbling depart but i'm finished now, just as long as time allows with that little grande finale i can finally take my bow trapped in this valley, foully called my mind i could run to Cali trying to lose this lost find who knows what this means, the one who matters so

i lay my head beside my bed in hopes to find a resting place that my heart would eventually rest in peace that i no longer want to live this life this false lie of hope that runs through my mind with every time you\'re in my line i cant wait to run away because it hurts too much to stay in this place where my heart is up for grabs and all i can do is stab away at my own heart in hopes to kill the emotion that fills this hopeless life but as i lay all i do is pray that God oh please cast down hope for me that i can live as long as i have to live and i can believe until its my time to leave this horrid pain that drives into me but soon it\'ll g

i sit awake not wanting to sleep but only because you\'re still awake you don\'t know this but the things i do i do for you. i don\'t know why i let myself get this far but the further i get the more it hurts not to have you i sleep when i forget i sleep when i dream but i sit awake whenever i face reality. .